FEATURE: Spotlight: For Those I Love

FEATURE:

Spotlight

For Those I Love

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I was going to include…

For Those I Love in my Spotlight feature a couple of weeks back. His eponymous album was released on 26th March and has received huge acclaim. I will bring in a couple of reviews at the end. For Those I Love is the moniker of David Balfe. He is one of the finest songwriters and performers in Ireland right now. The album is quite a personal thing, yet everyone can feel something from it and connect in their own way. There is so much beauty, energy and hugely memorable performances that lace the nine tracks together. I am going to pull in a few interviews first - simply because there has been a lot of press regarding For Those I Love. It is clear that there is a lot of excitement and interest in Balfe and his amazing music. In this feature, we learn about an incredible talent. It is also interesting that For Those I Love was out in the world quite a while ago but did not get that much fanfare – and it disappeared from his Bandcamp page:

“Last November, a Dublin musician called David Balfe, who goes by the name of For Those I Love, appeared on the Later TV show on the Beeb. The show has been going for donkey's years and has slowly calibrated and finetuned its appeal over time. At a time when there are less and less standalone music shows on TV, Later has stood the test of time (albeit, as is the norm for any kind of specialist arts show, at later and later times on the schedule, excuse the pun).

Later is known for several things. It’s known for its annual New Year’s Eve show, a show pre-recorded a month earlier which old, bored and tired people stay in to watch and give out about. It’s a show where Jools Holland plays boogie-woogie piano with guests who put up with Jools Holland playing boogie-woogie piano. And it’s where you go to see new acts take big steps.

In the case of Balfe, this was indeed a big step. It was the artist’s first TV appearance and first-ever live performance as For Those I Love, as far as I can make out. That’s one hell of a step. That’s like doing 10k steps in 10 minutes.

Balfe would appear to know about timing. Last year, he promo’d an album which kind of came along with little fanfare and disappeared just as quick. I think it might have stuck around for a while on Bandcamp, but disappeared all the same. There were some interviews, some pieces on it, but that was largely it and that album existed in a weird 'did that really happen?' bubble.

The nine songs on the album were striking in their richness, vividness and energy. Here was a musician who was working through the big themes, the big emotions, and the big ideas. It swung from upbeat big room rave euphoria to rough and tough spoken word splashes which painted a picture of a world you knew was out there but never quite knew that well. It was an album lashed with twists and turns from Burial’s 3.22am symphonies, the giddy pulse of a great hardcore band, the sense of mischief you get when you’re with your buddies you know a lifetime, the ecstatic high of great art, the buzz of seeing how the local is part of the global.

Whilst For Those I Love has a certain swagger and there are genuine moments of club-like intensity, it is interesting reading about the rather tragic origins. I want to bring in an interview from NME. Balfe discusses his native Dublin; we learn about how his best friend, Paul Curran’s, suicide in February 2018 changed everything:

“If you ask David Balfe how he’s feeling today, he will stop to think about it. The Irish producer and songwriter, who records under the name For Those I Love, takes the serious things in life seriously and it shows in his work.

When NME asks how important it was for him to depict Dublin in an authentic fashion on his outstanding self-titled debut album, he pauses for 12 entire seconds, eyes focused, formulating a considered and meaningful response. “I just don’t know any other way to do it,” he says, finally. “I don’t know that I’m a skilled enough writer to write fictitiously.”

“Dublin is actually tiny, it’s such a small place,” he continues. “Within a 20 minute window of driving, you can cover such different backdrops, socially and economically.” And with that, Balfe is off, his mind pinballing around between an astonishing number of clear-minded reflections on a tranche of sociopolitical issues that currently afflict his hometown and in particular Coolock, the predominantly working class area of Dublin’s Northside where he grew up.

“That side of the city is probably more violent now than it ever was. I don’t know whether things have got better or whether people have got better at hiding where the problems lie. Housing has not improved, work seems more precarious now than ever. We talk so much more now about our mental health and the subject of depression and how much suicide haunts our communities, but there’s still no major changes made at a state level to provide more support for people struggling in working class communities and there’s still a massive financial barrier to being able to access immediate care and counselling.”

The album’s origins date back to the summer of 2017, the night-times of which Balfe spent driving around his “little shit” Renault Clio with friends. They would share playlists of Omar Souleyman and DJ Rashad tunes, but every now and then Balfe would slip in a track of his own that he had been working on. If anyone had a positive comment or found that they couldn’t find it on Shazam, Balfe knew that he was onto something.

“It was a way to trick people into giving me the approval on those tracks before continuing on with them,” he admits.

And then, tragedy struck. Paul Curran, Balfe’s best friend of 13 years and closest musical partner, took his own life in February 2018. Balfe holed himself away in his parents’ shed, the place of salvation in which the teenage Balfe and Curran had formed their hardcore bands Plagues, The Branch Becomes and Burnt Out. He experienced the periods of numbness that are associated with grief, but after encouragement from loved ones, decided to continue with the album project, its trajectory now refocused.

“It ended up being this merge of archive and thank you letter to the love that I had for my friends and my family and specifically for Paul and the thanks that I had for what had been given to us and the sacrifices that had been made and the collective survival that came after it,” he says. “But it’s also this ode to Paul and Paul’s life and our love as a creative coupling.”

Balfe’s own spoke-sung poetry is often the driving force of the tracks, littered with hyper-specific anecdotal references to places, times and memories. On ‘You Live/No One Like You’, Balfe enshrines his friends among the Irish masters: “You live in A Lazarus Soul/In The Dubliners songs of old, and The Pogues/The art that never grows old.”

The Streets, one of Balfe’s first musical passions (“I had never heard anything like it, I didn’t know whether I liked it or hated it, all I knew was that it took over all of my thoughts”) are a recurring reference point, a keystone in the early moments of this friendship group’s formation”.

Not to repeat things by bringing in different interviews, but I am interested about what David Balfe says about Ireland and how it has fared through the years. The Guardian published an interview in January where Balfe discussed the 2008 recession. The interview also touched on how Paul Curran’s suicide impacted the songwriter:

“When the Irish recession of 2008 shattered the country’s economy, communities from Dublin’s inner city neighbourhoods of Coolock and Donaghmede were struck hard. The frank lyrics of David Balfe, under the pseudonym For Those I Love, illuminate a generation who emerged from the wreckage.

“I’ve been with people whose families had lost their livelihoods because of the recession,” says the 29-year-old. “At that younger age you don’t have the vocabulary, but you see that displacement, and you think: ‘Why are we suffering? Why has this happened to us?’”

His superb self-titled debut album, out later this year, rumbles into this core of working-class Dublin. The near-biographical account carries his deepest sorrows and depressions, as well as the accompanying memories of a childhood now laced with nostalgia’s golden glow. Across nine songs Balfe lays his life bare, penning Streets-esque passages over electronic productions that recall James Blake or Mount Kimbie. “Red eyes and red credit, searching for a way to get out of the estate on Reddit,” runs a typical lyric.

With these narratives, Balfe moves through the community he has built his life around while also mourning his best friend and fellow artist, Paul Curran, who died in 2018. “I didn’t have counselling at the time, I didn’t have medication, I didn’t have any other way,” he says. “I didn’t know any other way than to make things.”

When Curran killed himself, a deep grief settled over Balfe and seeped into his solo work. The Myth / I Don’t confronts grief’s lasting echo: the PTSD panic that consumes him whenever his phone pings, “terrified of what’s on the other end”, the possibility of more tragedy.

The bond that held the two friends is now woven through the record: WhatsApp messages and voice notes knit the nine songs together, digital residue from years of documenting their days, “just recording everything, archiving everything”.

For Those I Love is a curious moniker for someone who has definitely lost someone dear to him. His music has elements of tragedy, though I think it is written to give us all strength. I listened to his album and I took so much away from it! I am not surprised that critics have been eager to expend many positive words about one of the best albums from this year. In their review, this is what The Line of Best Fit had to say:

“Delivered with a fine Irish brogue, Balfe’s open-hearted reflections conjure tender memories of working-class youth culture. With tales of all-night raves, football terraces, and driving recklessly down backstreets all producing a weighty slab of nostalgia, Balfe also navigates personal trauma. The whole album comes stricken with a sense grief as the narrative, steered by his best friend, Paul Curran’s death in 2018. WhatsApp voice messages, sound recordings, and Balfe’s recollections interweave the 9-track duration into a cathartic tribute and contribute to an immense feeling of loss on the album.

The musical backbone to these stories is provided with imposing electronic brushstrokes, as Balfe establishes impressive credentials as a producer as he evokes sonic comparisons with Nicolas Jaar, Mount Kimbie, and James Blake. The product of his spoken-word delivery, tinged with a Celtic inflection, and magnetic dancefloor-ready beats produces an undeniably charismatic cocktail, which last time it was seen to this effect, spurred an era-defining sound with The Streets.

Balfe makes time to explore his process of grief, but also make important examinations of socio-political subjects. "I Have A Love" is an incendiary avowal of adoration and friendship, and the experience of loss and heartache. It's tender piano sample creates a sombre tone in tribute, which ultimately acclimatises into a more celebratory homage of colliding synthesisers and candid declarations of love, in which you can audibly hear his grieving process. While "Top Scheme" is a spikey assault on institutional inequality, the exploitation of the working classes, and the people that perpetuate it. On it, Balfe oversees his most outspoken and steadfast arrangement both lyrically and sonically, as barbed beats clash with assertive aural depositions.

The comparisons with For Those I Love’s cultural and sonic origins are clear. However, there’s much more to this project than that. His creation of such an overt sense of nostalgia, grief, loss and mourning, whilst also making time to make statements on social justice issues is impressive. Balfe also simultaneously oversees the renovation of a particular rave-like sound and clatters it with an alluring and forceful poetic delivery. Is there room for improvement? Sure. But amongst its overwhelming successes, it’s easy to forget that this is a debut record”.

I am going to wrap up in a bit. I want to bring in one last review for a truly exquisite album. What Loud and Quiet wrote in their review echoed the feelings and thoughts of many listeners:

“Written over the course of several years, including after the death of his best friend and musical co-conspirator/soulmate Paul Curran, with this album Balfe manages to make me feel the life-sapping and destroying depression and sorrow of loving and losing someone so close. Then, rolling up and down on emotional highs and lows that feel somewhat like being at the mercy of an expanding and raging ocean tide, Balfe’s record resuscitates listeners. He injects life and hope back into me with his own memories. This intimate record uses old WhatsApp voice notes, lines of Curran’s poetry and dance samples intertwined and tangled up with Balfe’s spoken-word storytelling to bring listeners into the heart of his past, from his sometimes dark childhood in a suburb north of Dublin to the highs of knowing real love and brotherhood with Curran and the young men’s other friends.

Each track is unique and there’s not a bad song here. Conversations between mates, exclamations about the demise of punk and unique beats wind themselves around the listener’s mind until it is completely claimed, fertile ground for an outpouring of pain and love and the unfairness and bittersweetness of history. The standout track is ‘To Have You’.

It’s a reminder that even in sadness the memories of loved ones and better times are something to be cherished instead of pushed away. The song’s energy is rolling and sparkling, bringing to mind the catharsis found on a dancefloor – not a distraction from everyday life but a time to let your more abstract, primal feelings have their moment in the sun. Feel first, think second. Otherwise the darkness will ruin you from the inside out”.

I think that For Those I Love is going to be a huge artist of the future. There is so much talent coming out of Ireland right now. The music from artists there seems to speak louder and dig deeper than that of anywhere else in the world. Keep abreast of the social media channels of For Those I Love to see if there are tour dates near where you live. I was intending to publish this a few weeks back but, with one thing or another, it got held back. I am glad I now get the chance to shine a light on one of those year’s most incredible artist. You only need to listen to the For Those I Love album for a few minutes to realise what a talent David Balfe is! I am excited to see what comes next for an incredible young talent. When it comes to highlighting artists this year who have the potential to endure and inspire for years to come then For Those I Love needs to be right…